Woah.. so the autumn came somehow quickly. It's been raining everyday.. I can feel it. Autumn. My mind have been cruising over different kind of things. Always the same. Soul searching. Thinking of future. I can burn candles at nights, it's lovely and comforting. But I'm not that sad about this. Maybe 'cause I'm waiting for so much our little friend to come into this world.. ♥

If these wings could fly

 ~*''♡❤♡❤♡❤♡''*~

 ~*''♡❤♡❤♡❤♡''*~

good morning

It feels like summer is passing by so fast again..  I could live in country where is always summer. I hate when it starts to get dark again and nights are cold. But not yet. So I have to enjoy these little wonderful days.

We have harvested already something from our kitchen garden. Like potatoes, salad, strawberries, rhubarb, peas.. And our tomatoes and cucumbers are finally started to bloom! 

о(ж＞▽＜)ｙ I hope I will also get some carrots and corns..

       ♋ + ♏

                         cancer          scorpio

When Cancer and Scorpio make a love match, the resulting relationship draws together the energies of two emotionally intense Signs. Signs such as these often combine well, each partner’s strengths balancing the other’s weaknesses. These Signs feel a strong sexual attraction, and when they are together the temperature in the room tends to rise! Cancer and Scorpio have a great deal in common, and much potential to keep their relationship passionate and going strong.

The Moon (Emotion) rules Cancer, while Mars (Passion) and Pluto (Power) both rule Scorpio. Thanks to Pluto’s powerful influence, this is an intense combination of Planets, but it’s also a good balance of masculine and feminine energy. These two Signs coming together form the basic foundation of human relationships — The Moon’s nurturing love and Mars’ ambition and passion. The Moon and Mars go well together; the Moon is about growth and rebirth, and Mars is about the passion of romance. Scorpio, influenced by that Martian energy, is smoldering and intense, and emotional Cancer is attracted to this intensity. In turn, Scorpio enjoys the adoration inherent to Moon-ruled, nurturing Cancer.

Cancer and Scorpio are both Water Signs. Both are very deep Signs and, like the ocean, you can never really see to the bottom of these two. Scorpio and Cancer may draw further and further into themselves, then suddenly roar back with intimidating force. Loyalty is strong with this love match, thanks to their mutual desire for emotional security. But while Cancer fixes their emotional energy on the family and home, Scorpio focuses more on life’s nuances and undertones, the secrets behind other’s intentions, the power they can wield over other’s emotions. Scorpio can take Cancer on a journey beyond the literal surface of things, and Cancer’s expansive heart can open Scorpio up to their own emotions, teaching their Scorpio mate that feeling is nothing to fear. Additionally, Scorpio appreciates their Cancer mate’s practicality, and Cancer really enjoys Scorpio’s jealousy — it proves that Scorpio really loves and cherishes them.

What’s the best thing about the Cancer-Scorpio love match? Their powerful teamwork when they agree on their goals. When Cancer realizes that Scorpio is there for the long haul and that the partnership is emotionally productive, this relationship can blossom. Their mutual determination makes theirs a relationship of formidable strength.

♥ Find out your own love match! ♥ 

✧*･゜ﾟ･*"I hear you callin and it's needles and pins *･゜ﾟ･*✧

✧*･゜ﾟ･*I wanna hurt you just to hear you screaming my name*･゜ﾟ･*✧

✧*･゜ﾟ･*Don't wanna touch you, but you're under my skin*･゜ﾟ･*✧

✧*･゜ﾟ･*I wanna kiss you, but your lips are venomous poison"*･゜ﾟ･*✧

summertime madness

Meet my new best friend indoors..

Ooaah.. It's so hot (￣□￣;)!! I have to stay most of the time indoors(notice the circumstances too..) even I'm the "child of the summer". I've been swimming also so that's just crazy.. I don't usually like to swim in lakes/oceans in summer(too cold for me) but now I've been really enjoying to do that. Weird.







Also today I'm planning to go on my familys shorefront cabin. Maybe I'm gonna swim today too! (-‿◦☀)

~*Say you'll never die you'll always haunt me*~ 
~*I want to know I belong to you *~
~*Say you'll haunt me*~

So much have happened in these few weeks duh!(・_・ヾ 
Midsummer went -not in the best way indeed- but anyway. My mum went to Greek and I was pet sitter for her dog Jutta. She is such a nice old Dachshund. She doesn't hear/see everything anymore but she is so lovely..

 

And we got some souveniers! Olives, olive oil (doesn't really taste the same as our supermarket oils), Greek lover playing cards (wtf Mum..!), spices etc food.. And for my birthday present (yes I had birthday..I'm so old now boohoo..) I got this beautiful mask. Mum said she wanted to buy me "something different" and when she walked on to some shop her eyes catched these and "they looked like me".. (*~▽~) I really like my present.. It's different and beautiful. This mask cost 40€ and in this shop were masks that cost over 200€.. I wonder what would they look like.. I got many more gifts too even I didn't ask for anything! (‘◇’)?


Also me and J had our 1st anniversary! ♥♥ ..and at the same day my grandfather passed away.. We didn't feel like "celebrating" us at all.. I'm was so sad even this wasn't "surprising" news my grandpa has been sick for a long time.. but still it's never nice to hear such a news. What makes me even more sad is that grandpa had dementia but always when I visited him he remembered that I was pregnant and he keeped saying me things like "you have to eat more that the baby can grow" etc. I wanted so badly these two to meet but life goes on.. I know grandpa is watching over us from the beyond.. （；へ；） May his soul rest in peace..♥

˚₊✩‧₊( Sparkling angel )* ✩‧₊˚
˚₊✩‧₊( I believe )* ✩‧₊˚
˚₊✩‧₊( You are my saviour )* ✩‧₊˚

˚₊✩‧₊( In my time of need )* ✩‧₊˚

˚₊✩‧₊( Fallen angel, )* ✩‧₊˚

˚₊✩‧₊( Tell me why )* ✩‧₊˚

˚₊✩‧₊( What is the reason, )* ✩‧₊˚

˚₊✩‧₊( The thorn in your eye? )* ✩‧₊˚

It's one week till my summer break starts.. *duh* (ーー;) But now is Midsummer and I have four days vacation! ..and the weather is just terrible. Sun is shining, yes, but outside there is only like +15 degrees at maximum. And raining.. somewhere in Finland it has been even snowing. For fucks sake it's Midsummer! I want my childhood weathers back, when winter was winter and summer was summer.. (●´⌓`●)

Oh.. I almost forgetted! Few days ago when I came from work my neighbour runned to our door and gave us these.. just baked buns! (◍•ᴗ•◍)❤ I think we have the best neighbours right now.. They are so nice I can't believe we live in Finland cause we have this stereotype where neighbours can't be nice to each other hahaha. They are like worst enemies! It's just so weird. 

Ps. I love this song.. ♡ ♡

why don't you feel the spark?

Guess I'm trying to say

It hurts to feel this way

Million miles away

Next to me, next to me you are

And if you are sitting right here,

Why are we worlds apart? 

We're not that different you know, 

I play amongst the stars and then fall so low 

I try to make sense as I go

something from mother earth

My plants are growing very well. I'm happy coz it seems that I can actually harvest something this year.. (* >ω<) 

But someday when I have this red house and big farm I can grow these much much more! *dream*

you just need to remember....

☆❋──❃──❋☆

"I will love you 'til the end of time

I would wait a million years

Promise you'll remember that you're mine

Baby can you see through the tears

Love you more

Than those bitches before

Say you'll remember, oh baby, say you'll remember, oh baby ooh

I will love you 'til the end of time "

 ☆❋──❃──❋☆

made me who I am

"I'm a king without a kingdom to rule


The day I was born was the day I was doomed


But the scars that you gave me, they made me look cool


 So I thank you for the demon"